I'm not sure who reading this but the meaning of our lives isn't difficult. Do good for others, worship and pray to god, spread love, look after your people & give your life in service. Here is where you will find hope, happiness, purpose & meaning.
So many of us get caught up trying to make more money than sense. Trying to impress people who don't care about us with stuff we don't need, for reasons we don't know. I was carrying a lot of scars with me & generally not feeling like I belonged in society... There is only so much material rubbish you can buy. Eventually you will realise that happiness is being a beautiful human being. Being faithfull to god.. Joy is being honest with God yourself and your destiny. I started eating right, blessing my vessel with violence free foods, I started reading more, I started smiling more. You are just like me, you need to be happy, you need to be loved, you need to feel a part of something deeper, not apart from yourself. We all need to reconnect with our soul. With our children especially. I heard children are called the sons of light, because it is said they radiate the true essence of life. They need you to educate them & to guide them, to guard them & show them that they are greater than money. Think about this, if you were a child again, would you look up to the current you? Well your future is looking at your current self through your memories, children are our future, make them proud ❤